Sarazen has spent the past ten years trying to articulate her two near-death experiences. The first, in an automobile accident, becomes a spiritual initiation when a mysterious blue being offers to take her on a guided tour of the universe. Because of the high strangeness of the encounter, she is hesitant at first, but accepts the challenge, and her journey out-of-body and through time begins.

She learns of heaven and hell, astral travelling, the cycle of reincarnation and the nature of powerful spirit beings from planes of existence beyond the human, who serve as guides to evolving souls. Sarazen gains psychic abilities, for example to see the outcomes of alternative timelines of her trajectory through life, as well as those of the people close to her.

As understanding deepens, she looks back on her own life and sees experiences that shaped the course of her personal evolution.

When she asks what becomes of humans when they die, she meets friends who had died, and helps them let go of the attachments that keep them bound to their former identities. And yet it becomes clear that all participants in this learning laboratory known as the planet Earth are entry-level gods and goddesses in training, however asleep they may be to this fact.

The blue being, Sanat Kumara, a famous teacher from India’s most ancient times, wants her to know she is even more powerful than he is. He introduces her to his transcendental school, where she undergoes trials that involve detailed intimate experiences of the lives of other souls from the inside out, including criminals and the victims of crimes. Lessons in compassion and wisdom are learned and fears overcome, especially of death. She sees that love pervades existence, in fact is what the universe is made of, and that life is a game.

In the out-of-body state, she travels to the higher vibrational domain of the planet Venus, where she is celebrated by a crowd of dignitaries, including the famous yogi Paramahansa Yogananda, as having achieved a great spiritual victory. There too she discovers her home and soul family, and remembers that she had volunteered to participate in a plan to save unstable Earth, which is a rare and heavily damaged free-will system, as challenging as a dangerous deep-sea salvage mission. But she would not be alone in this work. Her spirit guides would be with her, truly august beings of great power.

Sarazen is also granted a meeting with her suitor, her twin flame she would not form a partnership with until she meets him in the future when back on Earth. But first she must deal with the aftermath of her otherworldly journey, including letting go of worldly attachments, such as romantic relationships; her grandmother’s death; personal property; livelihood; health, et cetera. 

Another near-death experience from a concussion sustained during a date gone wrong fulfils a past vision of a timeline in which a brain injury would take a year to recover from. However, it also initiates further spiritual adventures accompanied by her guides as part of the “fast hard path” she has chosen.

Nevertheless, she returns to her life on Earth inspired with the firm knowledge that the spirit is immortal and the challenges of life met with the confidence born of that knowledge enable limitless possibilities.